In love with two men at the same time dont know what to do?

First of all, im not cheating. They both know about each other. Guy #1 is the one i've been in love with for more then 10yrs. He never felt the same but we were always friends. It hurt alot to be so close to him but yet not together. Seeing him with other girls, dating. It was torture. Guy#2 i met about 8yrs ago. He was my shoulder to cry on about guy #1. About a year ago guy #2 tells me he loves me and wants to be with me. We started dating and for the first time in 10yrs, i was happy and wasnt thinking about the first guy. Until last week..guy #1 comes over and says he misses me and wants to start over and that im "the one". As soon as he said those words all those old feelings came rushing back. It took me 10yrs to forget him, it took him 10mins to make me remember. He was the first man i ever loved. I prayed for years for him to say these words to me. But why now? Now that i was happy. I love my bf and dont ever want to hurt him, but is this fate? My bf knows i love him but also how i feel about guy#1.